Recently I have found a few of my moms old friends. I have contacted them to find out what they remember. One or two of them have been very cooperative with me, but even the cooperative people are telling me that I am bringing back painful memories for them. It is too hard for them to talk to me about it.
How do they think i feel? Finding my mom is my whole life. I talk about it every day. It breaks my heart to know that someone out there knows what happened to my mom but they wont come forward. Even worse I feel like some of the people that knew her are hiding things from me. Have I already met the person who knows where my mom is? Do these people know more that what they are telling me? Where do i go from here? I fell stuck. I don't know what to do next. There is one thing i know for sure. I will not give up no matter how painful the memories are.